Updated: September 12, 2021


I previously posted this in my journal blog and have decided to include it here as a topic. I simply copied and pasted it and here is a screen capture of its date of original posting.

I will make some edits to clean up what I originally posted to make it more clear and I’ll add more detail after. I made no edits to the question asked.


Kimberly Hyndman does your stripping make him jealous and does he get upset, and do you have fans getting jealous of your connection with him? Im very curious coz i have women that get jealous of my connection with mine. He is no celeb but I still deal with that, so any info would be helpful 🙂


Oh. I don’t know if Billy Corgan is jealous and it’s not something that I worry myself over (my job) But I think for others who are like me, in a celebrity/non celebrity dynamic, this is the area we all must work on. We are dealing with a global amount of people. In the beginning, right before I started on this path and stumbled into the Smashing Pumpkins groups, I didnt let the jealousy thing bother me much. I know how people are because of my job. I’m able to flirt back. Other females that say my counterpart is hot and I totally agree with them! I was posting pictures of him and they were making flirty comments and I would like them.

I’ll just make my own cover with him on it. I don’t need the world telling me who’s hot and who’s not. I think Billy Corgan is HOTT.

I also understand how fake many women are and even if they are telling the truth that they would find someone attractive, not just my counterpart, they probably aren’t telling the truth. I mean, it’s no offense to my love, because let’s face it, he didn’t win the sexist man alive award, even though in my book, I thought he was. He won my vote. I totally put him as sexist man alive. He’s my kind of sexy and no one else compares. He doesn’t need to win some bogus award about external appearances for me to want him.

For example, I’ve been reading a book called Marriage, a History by Stephanie Coontz, most people are not actually in love at all but in lust, as I call it. It’s Infatuation. My twin becomes appealing to many women because he has all the security of wealth that women seek in a man, no matter what he looks like. I know many are fake and probably have “multiple celebrity crushes”. I only had the one and that’s pretty much it for my entire life, with only a few minor ones that came and left just as fast while he goes on and on and on.

For me and the other non celebrity counterparts, as I mentioned, I believe we must MUST work on the jealousy and have absolute TRUST in them. I won’t be the one posting stupid memes about “if you don’t like someone, your man should stop talking to them.” When you are dealing with the public, you can’t just cut the entire world off. I think my Twins “karmic partner” gets jealous and you just can’t do that. Then to try and hold them tighter? That stuff can only work for so long before it becomes problematic. In my opinion, as a non celebrity and a celebrity dynamic, I believe we all need to first and foremost work on the jealousy.


On May 8, I had another thought that was probably inspired by this question and more interaction with some of the Facebook Twin Flame groups. I posted this:

If I notice anything in the Twin Flame community is even though these people claim to be spiritual or authentic or as a sisterhood, is that this is far from the truth. They want union with a partner, one to have sexual relations with, a love connection, yet they can’t even connect with themselves. There’s still jealousy, sexism, classism, ageism, envy and everything else. It’s the unacknowledged aggression and sexism with other females. Females taunting and ostracism towards other women. How can we reach union with anyone if we can’t reach a sisterhood union with other women?


I’ve seen people posting those meme about if you, the female, don’t like another female, it somehow gives you the right to control your man and tell him what to do or who to talk to. These women that behave in this way are so very insecure. They are very petty. There’s obviously tension in the relationship. If there’s that type of tension in the relationship, it’s doomed to begin with. I don’t know why any person stays in a relationship that there’s obviously no love between them and they resort to manipulation to “keep” a person. Why does a man stay when a female tells him what to do? What power does this female have over the man? Is the man insecure himself that he sticks around and “puts up” with this control tactic? Maybe it’s a sign a man should listen to. If he’s paying attention towards other women and not his own, perhaps he should let the female go. That’s manipulative of men to keep a female around just so they can use them for steady sex because a female puts out. These people are in a toxic situation and should just part ways. If you ask me, a person fear of being “alone” is most likely equivalent to fear of not having a steady piece of ass and finding their next steady piece of ass.

For the people getting jealous over your Twin Flame connection, as long as they aren’t attacking your life in general and it’s online, you can just quickly “fix” that by unfriending or blocking and only add trusted people to your list of online friends. You can minimize your time on social media. You can also delete your social media.

In real life, as long as they aren’t interfering with your personal life and causing harm or stalking or whatever else that’s toxic, we can probably deal with each individual and situation accordingly. We can choose what to share or how much information or if we even continue to associate with them. Worse case senecio: restraining order.


Is Billy Corgan jealous and upset about my job? He has no right or say to make that judgment when you view his entire life, career and the people he’s been with and associates with. I gave these examples in my Relationships Mirrors/Syncs post. That man has no right to be jealous nor upset about my job. These two I’m aware of that were strippers. This is his own insecurities and probably a mirror he didn’t know he had until he met his true mirror, his true Twin Flame.

This female just looks so thrilled to be with him. Look at how enthusiastic her facial expression is! How much he paid her? This female is tall and wearing heels to be even taller. The way he’s dressed. That’s more me in public. I don’t dress like a ho/stripper in public.The people in the background and their reactions though. I wonder when this was taken. Her hair is up and in that photo shoot, I had my hair cut short.

We can probably take this idea about the celebrity counterpart attempting to create their counterpart in the people they date a little further. Billy Corgan, as mentioned a few times before is 9 years and 6 months older than I am. He began dating Courtney in 1989. This was the time period where I discovered Paula Abdul. Her album Forever Your Girl came out in June 21, 1988 when I turned 12 that October. Billy Corgan would have been 21 in 1988, a good legal age for men to start hitting the strip clubs. Courtney Love is 3 years older than Billy so, she could have also been dancing for a few years, if she started dancing at 18.

I can’t recall the first time I heard Paula Abdul nor which song I “found” her. The title track, Forever Your Girl, came out February 20, 1989. Perhaps I found her with Straight Up which came out November 22, 1988. I believe it was Straight Up that really made her, so I’m going to choose that one, and because of the date of release. Straight Up makes so much more sense and it would fit well to our current situation. It’s also significant because he released Run2Me on November 22.

Which one of us was putting dance into the Vortex? Was it my interest that took form with Paula Abdul or was it Billy Corgan dating a stripper named Courtney Love that had me become a stripper?

Straight up now tell me
Do you really want to love me forever oh, oh, oh
Or am I caught in a hit and run?
Straight up now tell me
Is it gonna be you and me together oh, oh, oh
Are you just having fun?

(Side notes: I believe around 1988-1989 I started getting more into music on my own. I also began liking Richard Marx, whom is also from Chicago, like Billy Corgan. I discovered him with his album Repeat Offender. I also just discovered the Bangles and as it so happened, the band would break up and I had to backtrack listening to their older albums. You can say I had a minor crush on Richard Marx. It didn’t last very long though. My friends were more interested in New Kids on the Block and I was developing on my own. Billy Corgan stood the longest for me. He took the cake and apparently eats it too.)


My divine counterpart also associated himself with porn stars. I have never done porn. I’ve had photographs done, but there is no video of me having sex with anyone. All the photos done of me were just me in them.

Interesting mirror here. Perhaps it’s saying that his Twin Flame is his personal porn star. That I’m even better because I wouldn’t be looking at him like he’s just some other John or stepping stone. WILLIAM, love, are you high in these photos? ….. And during this time for me, I was just learning I was pregnant with my son. Perhaps this is reflective in that I was single for a long time and I believe I was even celibate for a year and a half then all of a sudden I was having daily sex so now I’m like a porn star. Going home from work, dancing of course, and waking him up after I shower. Yeah, I believe that’s this reflection.

Someone on Facebook has told me that he has done porn, but he was wearing a mask. I don’t know how true that is but considering he’s been with Sasha Gray. I even found a photograph with him and Ron Jeremy, I wouldn’t be surprised if he did. Who knows, maybe Ron Jeremy was a Smashing Pumpkins fan. Apparently the Ron Jeremy picture was probably from Machina era. I don’t watch porn, just FYI. I have never seen what is rumored about Ron Jeremy nor do I have a desire to. I am a stripper, an exotic dancer and I don’t watch porn.

If I think about it, I went to school for Video Production in 2000. I remember when guys asked me what I was going to school for and I’ll tell them. The first thing asked is, if I was going to make porn. Um, no. The club I was working at in this point in time was in what is nicknamed the Gayborhood in Philadelphia. I did just meet him for the first time that year. Now considering Machina era is 2000, should I be assuming since we are twin flames and mirror each other, that Billy Corgan was getting fucked in the ass by Ron Jeremy wearing a mask? The mirror seems legit.

There’s also a video I have watched but I’m not looking for now, where he had dancers on the stage during a show. I believe it was during the height of his fame Mellon Collie era. His eyes were wandering all over. If I come across again, I’ll come back and post it here. Also, I have seen a picture of him with a group of strippers, but I never saved it. Again, if I come across it, I’ll post it here.

As you can see, me being a stripper is most likely perfect for him as his counterpart. Did he get triggered? Well, can you see, he has no business on being triggered other then seeing his own reflection? He can only be triggered by looking into the mirror. He’s a hypocrite if he’s jealous or upset about my job.


If my divine counterpart is so triggered by my job, well, that’s simple. He already written the storyline. He can come and take me away from it all like in his music video Stand Inside Your Love. (Yes, in that music video, his then girlfriend Yelana was the dancer.) Otherwise, I’m going to do, what I’m going to do.

Yeah, so, if my divine masculine is so bothered by my job, I’d say shut the fuck up, you hoe! Quit your bitching and come over here and take me away from it all you little crying bitch.

Don’t forget my other body, I’m Forever Your (Girl) Whore.


Also, as I mentioned, most people throughout life for thousands of years, rarely married for love. There was a saying, you love your mistress, not your wife. It’s a sad world when you think about it. Marry for greed, marry for status, but never marry for love. It’s implemented into peoples minds. This is why I believe Twin Flames are here and why you’ll hear talk about a new template. Old template is marriage for anything but love. New template: married for love and not just love but your divine counterpart.

Many people put up a front. They are smiling through their teeth. Billy Corgan, with his past history, is an easy target. He’s easy. He’ll stick his dick into anyone who give him attention. He’s especially guilty of greed himself. If you have something for him to gain, even publicly, he’ll go along with it. My counterpart, most definitely was a whore. He whore himself for fame and money. All those celebrities did. He did too. Yes, there’s plenty of “cult symbolism” photographs of him. Black and white checkerboards. Does the devil horns. He had a ritual bath early in this career (music video Siva). It’s all there. It’s all there.

I don’t know if striped shirts are included with symbolism. If striped shirts are, I have plenty of those images as well. 2 colored striped shirts, if this is so. We could also include the flooring of his Madam Zuzu tea shop. I don’t know about his current location flooring but definitely the first location.

I don’t know if this falls in the so called freemasonry symbolism because it’s not checkerboard. And I don’t know if people would consider plaids as well. Strips and plaids, I don’t know. Perhaps in time I’ll learn about it and then I’ll update accordingly.

Billy Corgan most likely whored himself to get to where he is. Is that why he would be triggered if he is/was upset or jealous of my job? But, I’m the one that’s supposed to be all forgiving towards him and all the crap he’s done, right? Can you see why I say he has no right to be triggered nor upset about my job? None. ZERO! If he’s gotten pissed then he can only be pissed at himself.

Now, I don’t know how deep he went in. I can only hope that he reflects me with being a stripper / exotic dancer. I’m in that world but I never done drugs, I rarely drank in my entire career, etc. Again, if everything they say about being a celebrity is true, I don’t know how deep he has gone into it. Was he controlled opposition? Well, if he was, he’s probably not that anymore.

A very short video found on YouTube Smashing Pumpkins – They Sold Their Souls

All of the elite symbolism and any possibilities of the Satan worshiping and whatnots is between him and the Devine/Source/Great Spirit/God and it’s not my place to judge that. I’m quite aware there is no opposite of divine source/God because love is all there is. God is Love.

Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.

1 John 4:8 NIV

I believe people that worship a so called devil entity are a bunch of fools. The world is an illusion and they are worshiping an illusion deity. Believing in a “devil” makes no sense and that’s why Billy Corgan’s “devil” worship never bothered me. I seen it as a form of entertainment but it seems there’s an actual belief and worship. I thought he was smarter then that.

The “devil” is a frightening concept because he seems to be extremely powerful and extremely active. He is perceived as a force in combat with God, battling Him for possession of His creations. The devil deceives by lies, and builds kingdoms in which everything is in direct opposition to God. Yet he attracts men rather than repels them, and they are willing to “sell” him their souls in return for gifts of no real worth. This makes absolutely no sense.

A Course In Miracles: Chapter 3

There’s actually an explanation in A Course in Miracles about this personalization:

The ego does not recognize the real source of “threat,” and if you associate yourself with the ego, you do not understand the situation as it is. Only your allegiance to it gives the ego any power over you. I have spoken of the ego as if it were a separate thing, acting on its own. This was necessary to persuade you that you cannot dismiss it lightly, and must realize how much of your thinking is ego-directed. We cannot safely let it go at that, however, or you will regard yourself as necessarily conflicted as long as you are here, or as long as you believe that you are here. The ego is nothing more than a part of your belief about yourself. Your other life has continued without interruption, and has been and always will be totally unaffected by your attempts to dissociate it.

A Course in Miracles

“I have spoken of the ego as if it were a separate thing, acting on its own”, as in a personalization. A separate thing is “the devil”.

I have found this person channel on YouTube. They seem to be collecting images and making videos of all the celebrities and other elites posing and using symbolism. Josh Sparrow YouTube

You may also find Doe-Nut Factory YouTube informative.

So, I had to learn that people actually believe in this. I also never agreed with churches or Christians who use terms such as “Hell” and “Devil” to control people.

Actual Devil-worship continues until the positive power of good is recognized and man finds out by experience that the good, although it’s progress may be ever so slow, is always victorious in the end. It is natural that the power that makes for righteousness is by and by recognized as the supreme ruler of all powers, and then the power of evil ceases to be an object of awe; it is no longer worshipped and not even propitiated, but struggled against, and the confidence prevails of a final victory of justice, right, and truth.

The History of the Devil and the Idea of Evil – Paul Carus

I see all this demons and evil type of things as nothing more but blaming externally for someone’s behavior instead of personal accountability. “The devil made me do it.” “He’s possessed by a demon” is just placing a blame onto a spirit. It’s a personal choice. And Hell is usually viewed as a lower world and Heaven is above. Hell = low vibration. Heaven = High vibration. Hell = lower chakras. Heaven = higher chakras. It’s why they say to embrace your “dark side” and balance your energies, Alignment.

My heart loves Billy Corgan even if he ended up being a low vibe dipshit dumb ass during his human incarnation like the rest of those so called elites. I have to accept his idiotic ways because my love won’t end for him. My love is Unconditional, but I also must love me enough to not tolerate his low vibrational behavior. Like I said a few times already, there’s no one else in this world who will love you, Billy Corgan, like the way I love you. NOT ONE SINGLE FUCKING PERSON.


None of those people putting up a front smiling and kissing ass are true nor will be true to him. They just want to use him as a stepping stone. Rich people do it to each other, all the time. Don’t think for a moment that two rich people together must be “in love” or even some type of Soulmates.

Two rich people attract each other because of the common interest in greed. So too do non rich people be attracted to a person with fame and wealth. Those Gold diggers and fame chasers, rich people probably shouldn’t be whoring themselves to just any person. It’ll come back and bite them. I believe they, of all people, should be practicing celibacy. But, that’s just my own opinion.

Whoever thirst for money is real victim of a capital illusion.

Toba Beta

If you follow Jesus teachings, you’ll know what he says that Rich people don’t enter the kingdom of Heaven. They are too busy chasing after fame and fortune, the illusions of the world. I’m pretty sure this also how you can have celebrity / non celebrity twin flames. If your counterpart has been chasing after greed all these years, they now must make a choice: Greed or Love.

Then said Jesus unto his disciples, Verily I say unto you, That a rich man shall hardly enter into the kingdom of heaven. And again I say unto you, It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God. When his disciples heard it, they were exceedingly amazed, saying, Who then can be saved? But Jesus beheld them, and said unto them, With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible. –

Matthew 19: 23-26 KJV

As long as they keep choosing greed, they will never be truly happy. A rich man can be happy, if he chooses love. “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible”. Follow your heart, and God awards you. Resistance to God, you are not “saved”, you are not truly happy. You are not truly in alignment, at least, not high alignment. You are in alignment though, to that of your vibration. If you are greedy, you attract those same types of people.


I am aware of EUGENICS (History Channel article). These folks don’t want Twin Flames together either. They mistakenly believe that people who think and behave differently from them can be “fixed,” biologically, by forced sterilization. It’s mostly about control and if you oppose them, you are against them, therefore, an enemy. Usually people of wealth, and political power pushing an agenda to have people conform into their definition of a “productive, law-abiding citizen.” Twin Flames don’t fall into this category, but we are also not criminals because there’s a higher purpose.

Like the evolution of any idea, that of eugenics is complex. As it arose out of the many anxieties caused by the sweeping revolution of the nineteenth century, it developed into a diverse movement, utilized by people with varying beliefs and motives. But better breeding must assume a better breed, and the “survival of the fittest” – believed to be the brutal and fundamental law of Nature – must assume the presence of the “unfit.” Many thinkers began to see the world’s interwoven social groups pitted against each other in a great struggle. Whether this was the smart and the dull, the proletariat and the bourgeoisie, or the Aryan and the Jews, but the end of the century the idea began to inform a host of new theories of social life. Natural science allowed many to redefine old, clannish myths of superior ancestry – myths earlier just pride in past accomplishments supported by some god – and change them into the corporeal, biological facts of evolution. Demythologized, the “unfit” were now determined by their genes.

Better For All the World: The Secret History of Forced Sterilization and America’s Quest for Radical Purity by Harry Bruinius

We can see this happened in “royalty” throughout history. Many felt they should marry in the family to keep their money and power. Driven by their huge Ego it’s to keep all that wealth and power in the family. They were not so bright as history has shown, you can’t marry a close relative and reproduce having healthy children. Even Darwin proved this being married to a first cousin and had 10 children with.

Eugenics was actually developed by the first cousin of Charles Darwin, Francis Galton. Born February 16, 1822, near Sparkbrook, Birmingham, Warwickshire, England. He was knighted in 1909 then died January 17, 1911. This is his ah-ha moment and where it all started:

…After the publication of his cousin’s Origin of Species, Galtron’s casual observation, and his thoughts that there might be more than a poetic analogy between the breeding of dogs and men, began to take a systematic shape. Armed with his own penchant for the new methods of statistical analysis, he pored over the theories of his cousin’s stunning book; and after a life of scattered interests and obsessions, he finally proclaimed, for the first time, a startling idea: Genius is inherited. Man’s natural abilities, especially intelligence, are biologically based traits passed on in generations of families.

Better For All the World: The Secret History of Forced Sterilization and America’s Quest for Radical Purity by Harry Bruinius

I believe these eugenics are at the core of the entertainment industry executives and world leaders. The many below them are pawns. Harry Bruinius in his book also confirmed this for me:

… Many of the world’s leaders, Dr. Bell knew felt the same. Former President Theodore Roosevelt had called this trend “race suicide,” and felt that America’s greatness was being threatened not only by rampant poverty but also its cozy affluence. He had once proclaimed, “Some day we will realize that the prime duty, the inescapable duty, of the good citizen of the right type is to leave his or her blood behind him in the world; and that we have no business to permit the perpetuation of the wrong type.” The inventor Alexander Graham Bell, the social crusader Margaret Sanger, and the administrators of the Harriman, Carnegie, and Rockefeller philanthropic foundations were each calling for state-sanctioned programs of better breeding. The editorial page of newspapers such as the New York Times, scholars at Harvard, Yale, and Stanford, as well as professional associations of doctors and social workers were each urging the nation’s legislatures to quell the tide of “hereditary defectives.”

In addition, many British leaders supported compulsory sterilization to purify their nations gene pool. When Winston Churchill was Home Secretary, he had once written to Prime Minister Herbert Asquith urging support for a sterilization bill before Parliament. “The unnatural and increasingly rapid growth of the feeble-minded and insane classes, coupled as it is with a steady restriction among all the thrifty, energetic and superior stocks, constitutes a National and race danger which it is impossible to exaggerate,” he explained. “I feel that the source from which a the streams of madness is fed should be cut off and sealed up before the year has passes… [A] simple surgical operation would allow these individuals to live in the world without causing much inconvenience to others.”

Better For All the World: The Secret History of Forced Sterilization and America’s Quest for Radical Purity by Harry Bruinius

As you can see, Eugenics have absolutely NOTHING to do with love. This is all a huge display of Ego and to only see humans something that is passed down from egg and sperm. They are missing the entire soul of humans. These people, are so far away from God/Source, they can’t see any light and therefore can’t even phantom people having souls. They are so disconnected from humanity, they could actually be viewed as Demons because they are driven by greed and power.

Do you understand what the “right type” really is? The slave class, which is basically anyone who hasn’t achieved political power and Billionaire status. Why aren’t you a Billionaire? Oh, it must be genetic, so you loose your freedom to breed. You can still live in the world, as a servant, then die though.

Eugenics don’t want to see Counterparts together, or worse, reproduce. They won’t mind one bit if the pair is together after the female is beyond child bearing age though. They are projecting with their viewpoints. They need to take a look in the mirror, because so often these people are monsters to the too young and innocent. How can they consider themselves to be such a superior human race that they believe it’s ok to try to enforce sterilization and abuse children? They have themselves in a mental trap and they’re so full of Ego. They are so full of ego, they worship the personalization of the massive ego, the devil. Thats exactly correct, thats all the devil is. There is no opposite of God/Source. Change any words that says Satan or Devil to Massive Ego and you can see the personalization of it. The biggest Narcissistic personalization of them all, is the Devil.

When our counterparts reached fame, they became puppets of the eugenics way of thinking. Often the celebrities are in ego greed. Someone offered them lots of money and anyone that was in hardship is tempted to “sign me up.” They now only want to have a relationship with other people that vibrates at a low greed level way of thinking. They only want to be with people who will help their ego self grow in wealth and fame. They are far from source/God to grow in love and with God.

Eugenics want the “gay agenda” because you don’t reproduce with the same sex. Down the road the gay couple wants a child. They will give “gay couples” a child via IVF because there’s selective breeding with another chosen donor that is more “appealing” of the illusionary super human race. Why was one of the gay pairing chosen to reproduce and not the other? Who are these donors, really? I don’t see a problem with actual people who are truly gay adopt an unwanted child, but they can’t have them biologically.

I believe transgender is of a few ideas. One being, their soul energy is of that opposite gender. Two. they “sense” their counterpart and mistakenly think they need to “become them”. In my mind, why would you want to take a hormone pill for the rest of your life just to be the opposite of the body you were born into? If there is reincarnation (and if you believe in twin flames, we know it must be true), then you most likely had other lives living as the opposite gender. You chose to be male/female and born that way. “Them” causing mental confusion and telling us we need to change to the opposite is just another tactic of these eugenics. Destroy your human body so that your vehicle is damaged to reproduce naturally and you need to be dependent on their methods and pills and they will selectively assist you in creating this illusion of superior human babies.

Listen, what if, say down the line, a huge majority of people “transgendered” themselves. They had operations and take a hormone pill or maybe it’ll be a shot you take every so often, and one day, it happened. The elites stopped production of the hormone pill/shot. What are you going to do that the drug keeping you living in the illusion that you are the other gender is no longer available? You even had surgery and can’t go back. They won’t help you return to your birth gender. Dude, you cut your dick off so you could live as a female in this life. Your dick is not going to grow back so you can be a man again.

Of course, after birth of these so called super children, the child goes through all the brainwashing of the world anyway. At least they have the “proper” genes.

If I was born of this world now, they’d probably try and convince me to become male because I was tomboyish, or like previously when I was a teenager being called gay. I preferred transformers over Barbie. My astrological chart is more masculine then feminine. I never had the desire to try and change gender, that’s ridiculous! I can still have a spark of relating male like and being female just as much as if Billy truly likes to wear a dress (and not just MK programmed) and still be a man. Maybe he actually likes his balls slapping against his leg or something. I don’t know, I’m not the one with testicles to tell you. Remember: “It’s called a Kilt, not a skirt”….riiiiiight.

We would definitely make an interesting pair if he really likes wearing dresses, don’t you think? He’s 6”3 and wearing a nice gown (with no underwear because I told him to), and me about 5 foot with the pants on going to award shows or whatever else the paparazzi will find us. Odd couple in the tabloids and controversy amongst the fundamentalist? Fun times shall be had.

It’s all a massive ego play. It’s all about the human body, not soul; the human body, not the heart. Don’t marry for love, so “they” can control you through your depression.

Our counterparts in the industry will be “blocked” by these “higher powers.” It is jealousy, because they don’t want anyone to be truly happy. They will feed the celebrity ego to keep them apart from true love and most importantly, from divine Source/God. The celebrity counterpart falsely believes what they need is more money and more “stuff” and more pleasures of the flesh to be happy, but this is an illusion and they probably find it hard to break free because they have been “programmed”. Just look at most of the art that comes from them. So much is LSD inspired, because this is the very drug the CIA has been using to experiment mind control on people from the beginning. I believe this is a “clue” that shows us who has been programmed and controlled. They mistakenly believe they are “enlightened” and virtue single how “enlightened” they are. “Oh look, one eye symbolism.”

Why oh why? Did my heart love you, Billy?

Those who know, don’t say. Those who say, don’t know. ///// Those who know, don’t talk. Those who talk, don’t know.

Tao Te Ching

This quote is not far from the truth. If you know, you don’t broadcast via virtual singling and showing your symbolism. Them doing this can be seen as a cry for help, even unconsciously to them. They are so lost and far from God/Source they are sending an S.O.S code even if they view it as “cool” and “the thing to do.” The “I never questioned why I was doing the devil horns, it was just cool and seemed to be the thing to do because I seen others do it and I’m a follower of them because well, they are cool. I never questioned why they were doing it.”

Twin Flames are on a Christ Consciousness level. Only on this level can we create higher beings, or better breeding, not on the low physical body level. This is probably the idea about a Christ child being born again in a physical body. Two Christ Conscience individuals in physical union has a “Christ” child and Christ being born again.

These Eugenics identify as a body, are led by their ego and live in illusion thinking you can breed better solely based on your level of income and political power. What if, we started thinking that the more money you have, the lower intelligence you have? They are driven by their Ego. They don’t reach “the kingdom of Heaven.” Can you see how Eugenics don’t want Twin Flames together? Jealous for sure but, why not just work on their own inner selves so they can meet up with their own counterpart? Obviously, it’s too much real inner work for them to look into the mirror of their pathetic selves. They have to deny Ego, which got them to where they are. They have to walk away from their illusions “devil” mindedness.


Also for those who are jealous of my Twin Flame connection or any other Twin Flame connection, you better start praying and asking God, for your own Twin Flame and get your jealous ass out of other peoples business. There’s no need for this petty jealous games. They need to look in the mirror and ask themselves why are they so triggered over someone else’s love connection.

Even people who claim to be on a spiritual path or on their own Twin Flame Journey. If they aren’t supportive of you and do nothing but throw out negativity, drop them and move on. They aren’t helping your growth and keeping you on the lower vibration.