Updated March 12, 2022

O Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo?

Deny thy father and refuse thy name.

Or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love

And I’ll no longer be a Capulet.

‘Tis but thy name that is my enemy:

Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.

What’s Montague? It is nor hand nor foot

Nor arm nor face nor any other part

Belonging to a man. O be some other name.

What’s in a name? That which we call a rose

By any other name would smell as sweet;

So Romeo would, were he not Romeo call’d,

Retain that dear perfection which he owes

Without that title. Romeo, doff thy name,

And for that name, which is no part of thee,

Take all myself.

Romeo and Juliet, spoken by Juliet written by William Shakespeare


Are Twin Flames real? The Twin Flame topic seems to be everywhere now. More and more people are aware of Twin Flames. We have people who believe and people who don’t. There’s a lot of information out there on the web about Twin Flames. We also have haters who don’t want to see other people happy for egotistical reasons, so they will be a wedge between a pair of Twin Flames. Those haters are miserable and believe everyone should suffer and reflect how they are feeling internally so they can feel better about themselves. They are just misaligned and disconnected from their true selves and Divine/Source.

I can’t say that I was seeking out being a Twin Flame or even a soulmate to ANYONE, let alone a celebrity. It was actually presented to me at a time, I was in this state where, I could have been easily influenced and manipulated with the power of suggestion from a man with worldly status and wealth and that I had a “thing” for a very, very, very, very, long time and it hasn’t ended. This was my too good to be true. I had to learn all about Twin Flames! Yay me!

What I concluded was YES, apparently Twin Flames is a real thing! Everything that is said about them, I was able to show. If it’s not, then I’d like to know what this “thing” is. I can’t find another explanation. It must be true.

I never felt a need to express myself in this way. I know most people don’t care who my heart belongs to. Especially since, I don’t ever see him. He’s not in my life. He’s just there, in my heart and mind.

The synchronicities: It’s just Coincidence?

All the stuff I worked on in this blog: synchronicities and mirrors. I can’t prove inner feelings, but I was able to show, as Billy indirectly said he wanted, “evidence.” At least, I think I have “evidence”. Of course it’s a matter of opinion from you, the reader and mine. I found a way using collages and created a timeline. Twin Flames are said to mirror each other, I decided to lay it all out. He stated having it public, so I signed up for a public blog to post in and make edits as I went along. Read my Introduction – MIRRORS THROUGH PHOTOGRAPHY for that story.

Some people say there’s no such thing as coincidences, others will only discredit it as nothing more but coincidences or chances. Maybe with some comparisons with other people, who aren’t Twin Flames, can be cast out as coincidence, but I have found so many between me and Billy Corgan! Can it just be classified as coincidental? Me and this other person, share so much synchronicities! (Side note: I never really liked that word, synchronicities.)

Carl Jung (1875-1961), a Swiss psychiatrist and psychoanalyst, came up with the word Synchronicity. On one level, I feel like I was doing his work, or perhaps a continuation of it. Is this what he was doing?

Not only are Twin Flames real, but I feel I was able to show and created this blog as “evidenced”! I strongly believe, no matter how advanced technology becomes, how obsessed they become with collecting data, nor how strategic and carefully a storyline Hollywood creates, there’s no way they could ever come close to creating a pairing of true Twin Flames. Only the Divine can do it. Twin Flames are interwoven within each other. I believe anything “they” try to artificially create that could mimic a true Twin Flame relationship, would just get canceled and fall apart. This area is only for the divine. Stick to your little meaningless “soulmates” romantic “love” stories, Hollywood. None of them are a true pairing. You will never validate an older man and young child to be “star-crossed lovers” and as divine Twin Flame union. Lolita is invalid and will never be a legit relationship model.

It’s been written about in Religious Scriptures

In order to work with the Gospel and other sacred texts, we need a clear definition of what Twin Flames are. The word Twin Flame is obviously a new term and you won’t find it anywhere in the Scriptures. Just like you won’t see words like, pizza, hotdog, car, internet, jet plane and the World Wide Web in the Gospel, you won’t see words like Twin Flame, Soulmate and Frosted Mini Wheats.

As long as you have a somewhat of an understanding what Twin Flames are, you can find them all over in Sacred Texts. The word Twin Flame is new, but not the idea of a divine other.

Judaism is said to have begun around the Bronze Age, which began about 3300 BCE. Ancient Israelite Religion is dated from 2000 to 587 BCE. Christianity began around the first century CE and centers around Jesus. Jesus was a Reformists Jewish Rabbi.

Most things from long ago were memorized until it was formally written down. People obviously had much better memory than we do now. We have more unnecessary and useless information that pollutes our minds. We have things like advertisements, jingles, Song lyrics from various bands along with short attention spans probably from the results of watching television.

So God created mankind in his own image, in the image of God he created them; male and female he created them.

Genesis 1:27 New International Version

He created them male and female and blessed them. And he named them “Mankind” when they were created.

Genesis 5:2. New International Version.

“Haven’t you read,” he replied, “that at the beginning the Creator ‘made them male and female,’

Matthew 19:4 New International Version

I know what you are thinking, God created a man and woman, as two separate bodies, as separate individuals. No, it’s not like that. We were as one body. You will especially see this in first Genesis.We were as one being, something like Hermaphrodites, but I don’t believe we can visualize a true picture. Our minds are incapable of holding a true form. We were just all entanglement of mixed energy. No one knows what God looks like, and we are in the image and likeness of God. How do we know what that is when we are not physically and energetically separated?

The Quran also has quotes about being split apart.

O mankind! Fear your Lord. Who created you from a single person (Adam), created from him his mate (Eve), and spread from both of them many men and women. Fear Allah through. Whom you demand (your rights), and (don’t cut relations of) the wombs (kinship). Surely, Allah is All-Watcher over you.

An-Nisa / The Woman 4:1

And among His signs, another one is that He created for you wives from among yourselves so that you may find comfort with them and He has put affection and mercy between you. Surely, there are signs for a people who think.

Ar-rum / The Romans 30:21

Plato is quoted with a Hermaphrodite in his one speech, the Symposium. From where is this idea from? Why do humans have this thought of a physical merger of lovers?

In the Symposium of Plato, Plato described human nature that started out in a shape of a sphere that were called hermaphrodite. Plato is said to be born around 428/427 or 424/423 BCE and lived until 348/347 BCE. He was alive a few hundred years before Jesus was born.

First of all you need to know about human nature and what has happened to it. Our original nature was not as it is now, but quite different. For one thing there were three sexes, rather than the two (male and female) we have now. The third sex was a combination of these two. Its name has survived, though the phenomenon itself has disappeared. This single combination, comprising both male and female, was, in form and name alike, hermaphrodite. Now it survives only as a term of abuse.

Secondly, each human being formed a complete whole, spherical, with back and ribs forming a circle. They had four hands, four legs, and two faces, identical in every way, on a circular neck. They had a single head for the two faces, which looked in opposite directions; four ears, two sets of genitals, and everything else as you’d expect from the description so far. They walked upright, as we do, in whichever direction they wanted. And when they started to run fast, they were just like people doing cartwheels. They stuck their legs straight out all around, and went bowling along, supported on their eight limbs, and rolling along at high speed.

Symposium of Plato Translated by Tom Griffith

I find this story fascinating. There are actually many creation stories about mankind that has a Twin theme. This one is quite unique as stating we were a spherical form.

Plato told how these beings were split apart. Apollo is said to have stitch them up and I believe this is how God of the Hebrew Bible has clothed humans after what many call the fall. We may have been naked in the Garden of Eden but I don’t think it’s what many people think it is. I believe us being naked meant we were skinless.

The Lord God made garments of skin for Adam and his wife and clothed them.

Genesis 3:21 New International Version

The reason for having three sexes, and of this kind, was this: the male was originally the offspring of the sun, the female of the earth, and the one which was half-and-half was the offspring of the moon, because the moon likewise is half-sun and half-earth. They were circular, both in themselves and in their motion, because of their similarity to their parents. They were remarkable for their strength and vigour, and their ambition led them to make as assault upon the gods. The story which Homer tells of the giants, Ephialtes and Otus, is told of them – that they tried to make a way up to heaven, to attack the gods. Zeus and the other gods wondered what to do about them, and couldn’t decide. They couldn’t kill them, as they had the giants – striking them with thunderbolts and doing away with the whole race – because the worship and sacrifices they received from men would have been done away with as well. On the other hand, they couldn’t go on allowing them to behave so outrageously.

In the end Zeus, after long and painful though, came up with a suggestion. ‘I think I have an idea. Men could go on existing, but behave less disgracefully, if we made them weaker. I’m going to cut each of them in two. This will have two advantages: it will make them weaker, and also more useful to us, because of the increase in their numbers. They will walk upright, on two legs. And if it’s clear they still can’t behave, and they refuse to lead a quiet life, I’ll cut them in half again and they can go hopping along on one leg.’

This was his plan. So he started cutting them in two, like someone slicing vegetables for pickling, or slicing eggs with a wire. And each time he chopped one up, he told Apollo to turn the face and the half-neck round towards the cut side (so the man could see where he’d been split, and be better behaved in future), and then to heal the rest of the wound. So Apollo twisted the faces round and gathered up the skin all round to what is now called the stomach, like a purse with strings. He made a single outlet, and tied it all up securely in the middle of the stomach; this we now call the navel. He smoothed out most of the wrinkles, and formed the chest, using a tool such as cobblers use for smoothing out wrinkles in a hide stretch over a last. He left a few wrinkles, however, those around the stomach itself and the navel, as a reminder of what happened in those far-off days.

Symposium of Plato Translated by Tom Griffith

Since being upon this Twin Flame journey, and reading more into sacred texts and learning more about being split apart souls, I have also encountered what I believe is soul fragmentation and how I’m able to show “evidence” of it also being true. What catches my eye with this particular text is that Plato mentions about 3 sexes. When you are ready, you may read my article I have written about it, here: FRAGMENTATION OF THE SOUL? HOW THIS COULD BE A POSSIBILITY AND HOW IT SHOWS UP IN REALITY. I will mention a little more about this later in this article of how it may be relevant with Twin Flames.

Norse mythology also has a hermaphrodite Ymir, that was able to reproduce asexually.

Before there was soil, or sky, or any green thing, there was only the gaping abyss of Ginnungagap. This chaos of perfect silence and darkness lay between the homeland of elemental fire, Muspelhein, and the homeland of elemental ice, Niflheim.

Frost from Niflheim and billowing flames from Muspelheim crept toward each other until they met in Ginnungagap. Amid the hissing and sputtering, the fire melted the ice, and the drops formed themselves into Ymir (“Screamer”), the first of the godlike but destructive giants. Ymir was a hermaphrodite and could reproduce asexually; when he slept, more giants leapt forth from his legs and from the sweat of his armpits.

The Creation of the Cosmos

Hinduism also has this teaching in the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, estimated to have been composed around 700 BCE.

In the beginning this was Self alone, in the shape of a person (purusha). He looking round saw nothing but his Self. He first said, ‘This is I;’ therefore he became I by name. Therefore even now, if a man is asked, he first says, ‘This is I,’ and then pronounces the other name which he may have. And because before (purva) all this, he (the Self) burnt down (ush) all evils, therefore he was a person (pur-usha). Verily he who knows this, burns down every one who tries to be before him.

He feared, and therefore any one who is lonely fears. He though, ‘As there is nothing but myself, why should I fear?’ Thence his fear passed away. For what should he have feared? Verily fear arises from a second only.

But he felt no delight. Therefore a man who is lonely feels no delight. He wished for a second. He was so large as man and wife together. He then made this his Self to fall in two (pat), and thence arose husband (pati) and wife (patni). Therefore Yagnavalkya said: ‘We two are thus (each of us) like half a shell.

The Upanishad Brihad-Aranyaka 1.4.1-3 Translated by F. Max Muller

If you notice, in the third paragraph in the fourth sentence it states, “he was so large as man and wife together.” This implying man and woman as one. In Hinduism we see images of a half-half being, but not in a sphere like in Plato’s Symposium. The SELF was in a shape of a person, but not as 2 distinct sexes. “He then made his Self to fall in two, and thence arose husband and wife.


Perhaps the inspiration of these twin stories were, in fact, real births of conjoined twins. I have written about this in another post but I feel it’s worth repeating here.

I’ve watched some videos of real life conjoined Twins. We can see Twin Flames being reflected in children who were born attached to their twin sibling. When they enter the world it’s normal to them that they have another attachment as they were fused together in their mothers womb. Singleton people not born this way can’t imagine what it would be like to be so physically attached to someone. Just as people not involved in a twin Flame connection can’t imagine what it’s like being in a Twin Flame connection.

I’m not saying that Conjoined Twins are Twin Flames incarnated but there seems to be a symbolic element to real Twin Flames. Twin Flames are said to be energetically connected; Conjoined Twins are biological. I’m assuming they are soulmates at least and chose to incarnate together. Maybe possibly in preparation of being with their Twin Flame in their next life? They say Twin Flames are rare and so are conjoined Twins. According to the Children’s Hospital of Philadelphia:

Conjoined twins occur once in every 50,000 to 60,000 births. Approximately 70 percent of conjoined twins are female, and most are stillborn. Approximately 75 percent of conjoined twins are joined at least partially in the chest and share organs with one another. If they have separate sets of organs, chances for surgery and survival are greater than if they share the same organs. As a rule, shared heart conjoined twins cannot be separated. – CHOP Website

CHOP website

It’s interesting to note that a shared heart can not be separated with conjoined Twins. The same can be said about Twin Flames. We share a energetic connection and can’t be separated even while physically apart. You can’t physically see the connection like Conjoined Twins but it’s felt between Twin Flames. Some people who are tuned energetically and can see and/or feel intuitively Twin Flame connections.

When these Conjoined Twins grow and begin to become mobile, there might be some disagreements but they quickly must learn that they need to work together. If they fight all the time, they won’t get anywhere and remain stuck. They need to somehow work together so they can crawl and walk. The same can be said about Twin Flames, if they don’t balance and harmonize, there’s no physical union. Probably like real life conjoined Twins early in life, Twin Flames will have that separation period to learn to balance the new energy that’s been activated between them. Unlike conjoined Twins, we are not physically attached to each other. Twin Flame runners can physically fly off half way across the globe while Conjoined Twins can never physically separate. Even though Twin Flames are apart physically, mentally and emotionally they remain connected.

Conjoined Twins are not telepathic despite how they are physically connected. Twins connected by their skulls like Neev and Nelly can’t read each other’s minds. The name of this conjoined physical connection is Craniopagus.

Craniopagus: the least common type of conjoined twins, accounting for 2 percent of cases, is represented by fusion of the skull. The twins often share large dural sinuses and vascular structures. Rarely, the brains are separated by bone and each brain has separate leptomeninges. In others, the brains are connected, or separated only by arachnoid, making separation extremely difficult and dependent upon a superior sagittal sinus for each brain.

Children’s Hospital of Philadelphia website

Neev and Nelly are not connected like in Plato’s speech. They are only fused by the skull and in the Symposium they are also fused by the back. Clearly by reading about how difficult it can be to physically separate just the skulls fused together, imagine also the backside.

The medical word they use for they type Plato describes is Rachipagus. Although there appears to be non in the physical form, they usually end up being a Parasitic and not doing cartwheels to move around. In a quick search result, here is a brief abstract that talks about this type of conjoined Twins.

The myth of rachipagus twins is hereby exploded—the myth, not the rachipagus! In a review of over 1,200 cases of conjoined twins, one classic example of rachipagus was found—two complete infants with dorsal union of the entire head and trunk, with roentgenograms showing clearly visible bony union of the vertebral arches from T6 to L3. After the typical case was discovered, 20 dorsal parasitic twins were reevaluated and reclassified as rachipagus. Two had extensive vertebral fusion and 18 were united in the dorsal midline, all with a meningocele, vertebral anomaly, and/or bony or neural connection. A theory of the embryologic origin of these twins is proposed: two embryonic discs located on diametrically opposing aspects of a single amniotic cavity becoming united in the area of the closing neural folds. This again raises the controversy concerning “fission or fusion” in conjoined twins.

Rachipagus conjoined twins: They really do occur!

There’s only one case where Conjoined Twins can see, taste and read each other’s thoughts: Krista and Tatiana Hogan. This is an amazing physical discovery of what we can call telepathy and a Twin Flame like connection. The girls can’t medically be separated. How they connect is not on an telepathic level but a physical one.

There is a pair of Conjoined Craniopagus Twins that desired to be separated and went seeking out for a surgeon who would perform the surgery. Ladan and Laleh Bijani were 30 years old when they finally found one. It was also their death sentence. This can also be symbolic for Twin Flames who desire to remain separate. No matter how they appear outwardly, it’s like death being apart or to even think of never being reunited. These women didn’t want to try and make it work between them and surrender to what is. They seemed to care about what others thought and what media tells them what beauty is supposed to look like instead of embracing their own uniqueness and beauty. In the end, they really couldn’t be separated.

In the song Geek USA, Billy writes about him being a part of a conjoined pairing, connected at the wrist. It’s a very simple procedure to separate them but yet, somehow they were forsaken. Conjoined Twins are always the same sex, they come from the same egg spilt in two. In Twin Flames, it’s the same soul but different polarities, masculine and feminine. Even though we are easily physically separated with a same day outpatient procedure because there’s nothing major that will consider us a life and death situation, as in Ladan and Laleh Bijani situation, energetically we can’t be separated. Physical separation is an illusion.

I Believe that in threading all the creation stories of mankind together we get a clearer picture of Twin Flames. The stories have a common theme embedded in them. The readings need to be picked apart to find the story of Twin Flames within all of Religions, Faiths and Philosophy as one. When you think about it, it’s symbolic in itself creating a unity of all.

Plato was a Philosopher back in his days, and reading this portion of the Symposium had me thinking that this here, seems to hold some truth with Twin Flames being legit.

Apparently, not everyone has met the other person of themselves, or if they are a Twin Flame, nor do we know if everyone will. It doesn’t appear to me if Plato has met his twin but he knows the story and seems hopeful about “the one.”

When man’s natural form was split in two, each half went round looking for its other half. They put their arms round one another, and embraced each other, in their desire to grow together again. They started dying of hunger, and also from lethargy, because they refused to do anything separately. And whenever one half died, and the other was left, the survivor began to look for another, and twined itself about it, either encountering half of a complete woman (i.e. what we now call a woman) or half a complete man. In this way they kept on dying.

Zeus felt sorry for them, and thought of a second plan. He moved their genitals to the front – up till then they had had them on the outside, and had reproduced, not by copulation, but by discharge on the ground, like grasshoppers. So, as I say, he moved their genitals to the front, and made them use them for reproduction by insemination, the male in the female. The idea was that if, in embracing, a man chanced upon a woman, they could produce children and the race would increase. If man chanced upon man, they could get full satisfaction from one another’s company, then separate, get on with their work, and resume the business of life.

Symposium of Plato Translated by Tom Griffith

Yet, we can see how Plato was actually wrong about grasshoppers. The reliability of this entire text could be tossed out as false because of this one mistake. The people obviously didn’t observe grasshoppers very well way back when Plato was around. Comparing the hermaphrodite to grasshoppers was a poor choice. Perhaps he should have compared them to plants and pollen in the air during spring?

During copulation, the male grasshopper will mount the female and insert its aedeagus into the female’s ovipositor. He will then deliver his spermatophore, the packet containing his sperm, into the female through her ovipositor. This sperm will be used to fertilize her many eggs through a number of very small passages know as micropyles. With her eggs fertilized, the female will then seek to lay her eggs, using the same ovipositor used during reproduction to release the egg pod from her body.

Article By Aram Khayatpour How Do Grasshoppers Reproduce?

As you can see, grasshoppers do mate similar to mammals and not by discharge on the ground. But, do we entirely discredit everything Plato has said because of this mistake? Do we burn all his books and inspiration to the world and cancel him? The man was wrong about grasshoppers for crying out loud!

The theme of Lover Twins can be seen written in Egyptian myths.

Most people have to cope with annoying family members and brotherly spats. Egypt’s Great Ennead – the first family of the gods – took those fraternal quarrels to cosmic heights and created the core myths of ancient Egypt. All of the most significant deities in the Egyptian world grew out of the Heliopolis Creation story, which continued as the twin brother and sister, Shu and Tefnut, became the first divine couple. They next produced another pair of twins, Geb and his sister Nut, the grandchildren of the sun god Atum. Geb was the male earth god and his sister-consort, the female Nut, represented the sky and heavens.

Don’t Know Much About Mythology

Amazing how people thought that a set of male and female twins were to populate the entire planet! As we learn over the year, biological siblings mating doesn’t produce great results biologically. But, perhaps we are to view these beings energetically. They could be the spheres Plato has spoken about until they were spilt apart, energetically and shaped into physical form.

There are 2 stories of the separation of Geb and Nut, just like 2 creation stories of the Bible.

These are two Egyptian versions of how earth and sky were separated. In one, they were locked together in an embrace at birth, and Atum, their grandfather, told Shu to separate the twins. In a second account of their separation, Geb and Nut married, but Atum, the sun god, was angry, since he was not informed of the match and had not approved it. He ordered their father, Shu, to push Nut away from Geb into the sky. Standing on Geb, Shu forced Nut upward to form the great arch of the sky, with her hands and feet resting on the four points of the compass. Nut is usually depicted in Egyptain art in this position – hands and feet straddling the earth, with her back arched to form the heavens. As the sky goddess, Nut was traditionally shown as covered with starlike speckles – and stars were later explained in Egyptian religion as the spirits of the dead who had gone to join the gods in the heavens. Nut’s laughter became the thunder, and her tears were the rain.

Don’t Know Much About Mythology

I’m intrigued by them being locked together in an embrace at birth. There are actual stories of twins holding hands and stuff like that, but an embrace sure must have made a difficult birth for the mother.

Egyptian myth is not the only myth that talks about lovers being born as brother-sister Twins. Japanese Shinto also has a creation story where a generation were born in pairs.

Just like actual physical twins who were born conjoined together at birth, this could be a reflection Egyptian story symbolism of “the fall” and Twins being energetically separated.

The age of the kami (the Kami-yo) is a time of beginnings. (It does not matter that Shinto priests at the same shrine and certainly at different shrines have quite different stories to tell. The stories are imaginal – for the beauty of the language and the power of emotions.)

When heaven and earth began, three kami (zoka-sanshin, three primal creators) came into being (naru) in the High Plain of Heaven (Takamahara). Later kami were born (umareru).

At least six divine generations of kami were born before two parent kami, Izanagi and Izanami, were born. The later generations of kami come in pairs – translated from the ancient terminology as brother and sister. The collective kami command Izanagi and Izanami to “make, consolidate, and give birth to this drifting land.” They are given a jeweled spear with which they stir the brine below from the Floating Bridge of Heaven. The brine curdled, dripped from their spear and made an island, Onogoro. They descend to Onogoro and build a pillar and a hall. Then they attempt to carry out their mission, but it does not come easily. They circle the pillar and unite, creating Hiruko, the leech-child. She is so malformed that they send her to sea in a reed boat. They then give birth to the island of Aha. Both of these children were considered “not good,” so the divine parents ascended to heaven and reported all this to the collective kami. By divination, the august ones found out that the birth mishaps were caused by the female kami (Izanami) speaking first in the circling ritual. After this is corrected, the creations go well. Next came a long list of island births, each with exuberant names, including an island chain called “Great-Yamato-the-Luxuriant-Island-of-the-Dragon-fly” or “Land of the Eight Great Islands.” After these island-countries are born, they gave birth to more than thirty kami whose lavish names would not generate cults of ritual and devotion but served as symbols for the collective forces of nature on earth. Then came disaster with the birth of the kami of fire, named three different ways in the Kojiki (Fire-Burning-Swift-Male Kami, Fire-Shining-Prince kami, and Fire-Shining-Elder kami). He burns his mother so severely during childbirth that she becomes sick. This produces another kind of creation – birth from the deity’s body parts, even her excrement that might otherwise seem impure.

Religions of the World: Shinto

This story is interesting with mentioning the female spoke first. I will go back and mention this later in this article.

There are other examples in other older tests that point to some “divine other” but I’m leaving this article as is and moving forward to the next topic:


Many people, when they read about Adam and Eve, they start to believe it’s about “original sin” and each human born thereafter is to believe they are inherently evil. Only Adam and Eve knew what it was like to be sinless. Not only are humans born evil, but women especially, are to be blamed for “the big fall”. Apparently, God holds grudges and is always angry. What a horrible story! No wonder no one feels worthy of a divine Love and “runners” run away!

What exactly is “sin?” The word has become so distorted over the years. Sin is not “evildoing.” Sin is a disconnection from the Divine. A person who is NOT in oneness with oneself and the divine. You live in “sin” because you chose to be disconnected from the divine source. It’s no surprise that man has also created the modern world to keep God away and humans from knowing God. When you are connected from the divine Source/God, you don’t know who you are or others around you. Thus a person is “lost” and will be on course of “evil doings.” “Evil” beings you may see them as. Because God is love,

God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them.

1 John 4:16 New International Version

Love is all there is and if a human being is committing all these acts of non loving, they could be considered “evil” but they are just disconnected from Divine Source Energy/God. Of course, I wouldn’t recommend for you to become the best of friends with any of them who are in a state of non loving. There are many degrees to how separate a person is from Divine Source. Many degrees of consciousness live in the same time period. So, you find others who are aligned with divine source as opposed to the ones further away.

Telling someone they are going to burn in Hell is a manipulative tactic just to control another person. Your behavior upsets someone. Scare they with threats that God is unforgivable and now they will burn forevermore in some despicable place and will never ever go back to Gods kingdom. God the father has hatred towards his own children. How is this loving?

While using sacred religious texts, I will also be including some modern publications such as quotes from A Course in Miracles and Conversations with God, and a few others. The first edition of A Course In Miracles was published in 1975 by the Foundation for Inner Peace. This book is said to have been channeled through a woman named Helen Schucman and her translator William (Bill) Thetford. The inner dictation was said to be Jesus. Depending on how you may view this type of newer messages as opposed to just exclusively Biblical text, I will be including many texts in relation to the Twin Flame subject as well as Biblical texts. I will steer away from much newer material that has been written in the 2000s and beyond. My focus is using older sacred texts in attempting to unravel this Twin Flame mystery that has taken off online. I’m quite aware that there are hard core people who refuse to acknowledge anything beyond the Bible as authentic, but this is not that place. I will use the Bible as well as other sacred texts, for example the Quran and A Course in Miracles. If you are someone who believes the Divine/God stopped communication with us after the book of Revelation and can’t imagine God could be speaking right now in the same matter as when the writers of the Bible were communicating with God and that they perfectly transcribed without error throughout the entire book, you may want to step away from this page. Thanks.

Here is some explanation I found in A Course In Miracles that explains the Garden of Eden.

The Garden of Eden, or the pre-separation condition, was a state of mind in which nothing was needed. . . [ ]

What is seen in dreams seems to be very real. Yet the Bible says that a deep sleep fell upon Adam, and nowhere is there reference to his waking up. The world has not yet experienced any comprehensive reawakening or rebirth. Such a rebirth is impossible as long as you continue to project or miscreate. It still remains within you, however, to extend as God extended His Spirit to you. In reality this is your only choice, because your free will was given you for your joy in creating the perfect.

Only after the deep sleep fell upon Adam could he experience nightmares. If a light is suddenly turned on while someone is dreaming a fearful dream, he may initially interpret the light itself as part of his dream and be afraid of it. However, when he awakens, the light is correctly perceived as the release from the dream, which is then no longer accorded reality. This release does not depend on illusions. The knowledge that illuminates not only sets you free, but also shows you clearly that you are free.

A Course in Miracles

Here is the Bible reference:

So the LORD God caused the man to fall into a deep sleep; and while he was sleeping, he took one of the man’s ribs and then closed up the place with flesh. Then the LORD God made a woman from the rib he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man.
The man said,
“This is now bone of my bones
and flesh of my flesh;
she shall be called ‘woman,’
for she was taken out of man. ”
That is why a man leaves his father and mother and is united to his wife, and they become one flesh.

Genesis 2:21-24 New International Version

While the man was sleeping is when God took a man’s rib out, which is the separation of our wholeness. The entire Bible can then be seen as the dream of “Adam”. It was all an illusion.

Merrily, Merrily, Merrily Merrily, life is but a dream.

Children’s Nursery Rhythm “Row, Row, Row your Boat”

There is only ONE Twin Flame. You do not have multiple counterparts. One person can’t handle the intensity of more than one. I find too many who romanticized every relationship. Every person someone is attracted to is being called a Soulmate. So now we have a new word, Twin Flame because Soulmate was being misused. But now, Twin Flames can be seen as being misused as well. No matter what word is used, some how someone will misuse it. You don’t have 5 Twin Flames!

You can’t force this type of connection. I had no intention of “forcing” myself to be some soulmate of a celebrity. I don’t feel comfortable calling someone a “soulmate,” it never sat right with me. I hated seeing women’s magazine at checkouts having it in big words on the cover. “I can create a beautiful love story with any person, that’s bullshit.” Once I learned of “us,” is when it all changed for me. I couldn’t bring myself to saying it’s not real or true. It just felt right, in some way.

There is one issue I have found so far in relation to Adam not waking up.

This issue is with the book of Jasher. The book of Jasher is one of 13 ancient history books mentioned in the Bible. It is referenced in Joshua 10:13:2; 2 Samuel 1:18 and Timothy 3:8. It is said to be the only book that still exists that is mentioned in the Bible.

So the sun stood still,
and the moon stopped,
till the nation avenged itself on its enemies,
as it is written in the Book of Jashar.
The sun stopped in the middle of the sky and delayed going down about a full day.

Joshua 10:13 New International Version

and he ordered that the people of Judah be taught this lament of the bow (it is written in the Book of Jashar):

2 Samuel 1:18 New International Version

The copy I have is authored by Ken Johnson and published by Biblefacts Ministries translated in English, of course. In it, it does say Adam has awoken.

And the Lord caused a deep sleep to fall upon Adam, and he slept, and he took away one of his ribs, and he built flesh upon it, and formed it and brought it to Adam, and Adam awoke from his sleep, and behold a woman was standing before him.

Jasher 1:4

As you can read, this is in line with second Genesis, not the first. So, maybe it’s not a dream after all? But, I would rather find another copy of this book of Jasher, perhaps a much older one. I just don’t like the appearance of the one I have.


Twin Flames are real, but the real question to ask is, if we are supposed to be together? I can’t not answer this question. Since learning about Twin Flame and as of 2021, we have been physically separated. Here he informs me about “us,” yet, he has done absolutely nothing.

There are teachers who say, YES, you are supposed to be together, they are your destiny. There are also teachers who say, not all Twin Flames are meant to be together, physically. You could only be here as a catalyst to spark spiritual growth in each other. That this isn’t your last life, you will only be together when it’s your last life. Its contradictive teachings depending on teacher. So, I’m turning to A Course In Miracles for some guidance. I find some great guidelines in a chapter called “The Alter of God.

1. The Atonement can only be accepted within you by releasing the inner light. Since the separation, defenses have been used almost entirely to defend against the Atonement, and thus maintain the separation. This is generally seen as a need to protect the body. The many body fantasies in which minds engage arise from the distorted belief that the body can be used as a means for attaining “atonement.” Perceiving the body as a temple is only the first step in correcting this distortion, because it alters only part of it. It does recognize that Atonement in physical terms is impossible. The next step, however, is to realize that a temple is not a structure at all. Its true holiness lies at the inner altar around which the structure is built. The emphasis on beautiful structures is a sign of the fear of Atonement, and an unwillingness to reach the altar itself. The real beauty of the temple cannot be seen with the physical eye. Spiritual sight, on the other hand, cannot see the structure at all because it is perfect vision. It can, however, see the altar with perfect clarity.

A Course In Miracles

This is interesting teaching because I see many who falsely believe that “sexual healing” works. It does not. I do believe this is entirely about sex. The “beautiful structures” is shallow and only seeing “beautiful bodies.” Atonement with orgasm is impossible. They chase “beautiful structures” because the EGO fears Atonement. I never seen his structure, but I seen him beautiful because I had perfect vision. I felt no shame in saying what I did in the fan groups because I only seen him with perfect clarity. I seen him for who he was a long time ago and seen him as beautiful all around.

If I replaced the word Atonement with Union, I have a better visual. “The emphasis on beautiful structures is a sign of the fear of Atonement” can be read as: The emphasis on beautiful structures is a sign of the fear of UNION.

2. For perfect effectiveness the Atonement belongs at the center of the inner altar, where it undoes the separation and restores the wholeness of the mind. Before the separation the mind was invulnerable to fear, because fear did not exist. Both the separation and the fear are miscreations that must be undone for the restoration of the temple, and for the opening of the altar to receive the Atonement. This heals the separation by placing within you the one effective defense against all separation thoughts and making you perfectly invulnerable.

A Course In Miracles

I’m wondering if the “opening of the alter” is a reference to opening of the chakras. It sounds correct to me when I thought of it.

3. The acceptance of the Atonement by everyone is only a matter of time. This may appear to contradict free will because of the inevitability of the final decision, but this is not so. You can temporize and you are capable of enormous procrastination, but you cannot depart entirely from your creator, who set the limits on your ability to miscreate. An imprisoned will engenders a situation which, in the extreme, becomes altogether intolerable. Tolerance for pain may be high, but it is not without limit. Eventually everyone begins to recognize, however dimly, that there must be a better way. As this recognition becomes more firmly established, it becomes a turning point. This ultimately reawakens spiritual vision, simultaneously weakening the investment in physical sight. The alternating investment in the two levels of perception is usually experienced as conflict, which can become very acute. But the outcome is as certain as God.

A Course In Miracles

Them “running” and chasing many “beautiful structures” is their false idea of free will. Sexual promiscuity is not free will at all. “The outcome is as certain as God” seems to speak, that Union with “the other” is also as certain as God, so this would say YES to me, in that Twin Flame are destined to be together. The question is of time and in what lifetime.

4. Spiritual vision literally cannot see error, and merely looks for Atonement. All solutions the physical eye seeks dissolve. Spiritual vision looks within and recognizes immediately that the altar has been defiled and needs to be repaired and protected. Perfectly aware of the right defense it passes over all others, looking past error to truth. Because of the strength of its vision, it brings the mind into its service. This re-establishes the power of the mind and makes it increasingly unable to tolerate delay, realizing that it only adds unnecessary pain. As a result, the mind becomes increasingly sensitive to what it would once have regarded as very minor intrusions of discomfort.

A Course In Miracles

I believe I unconsciously did this when I went to his Zwan concert, my first show. It was symbolically his spiritual album. It ended up being a misleading album from him as he is caught up in the Elite Matrix. I was on a spiritual path back then, and I believe I was looking to see if he reached Atonement. I was unaware of being a divine counterpart, but my actions seems to have spoken otherwise. For example, when I felt he was looking in my direction and I looked up, and he did also. He did absolutely nothing to approach me but it was what it was.

The children of God are entitled to the perfect comfort that comes from perfect trust. Until they achieve this, they waste themselves and their true creative powers on useless attempts to make themselves more comfortable by inappropriate means. But the real means are already provided, and do not involve any effort at all on their part. The Atonement is the only gift that is worthy of being offered at the altar of God, because of the value of the altar itself. It was created perfect and is entirely worthy of receiving perfection. God and His creations are completely dependent on each other. He depends on them because He created them perfect. He gave them His peace so they could not be shaken and could not be deceived. Whenever you are afraid you are deceived, and your mind cannot serve the Holy Spirit. This starves you by denying you your daily bread. God is lonely without His Sons, and they are lonely without Him. They must learn to look upon the world as a means of healing the separation. The Atonement is the guarantee that they will ultimately succeed.

A Course In Miracles

Perfect trust. “Until they achieve this, they waste themselves and their true creative powers on useless attempts to make themselves more comfortable by inappropriate means.” I see this as remaining in physical separation and chasing “beautiful structures”. This could probably also apply in other areas like, trying to leave Earth and making another planet “Home.” Home is within, not external. Mankind must also heal the separation of thinking they are separated from nature. Reaching our own individual Atonement, or Union, we will ultimately succeed.

Love does not conquer all things, but it does set all things right. Because you are the Kingdom of God I can lead you back to your own creations. You do not recognize them now, but what has been dissociated is still there.

A Course In Miracles: Chapter 4: The illusions of Ego

Even while in physical separation, you are still one. Love sets things right. Even if we remain physically separated in this life, we will always remain. We must go within and connect with divine source/God/Jesus. Since there’s reincarnation, we can try again in another life.

Whenever you act egotistically towards another, you are throwing away the graciousness of your indebtedness and the holy perception it would produce.

Narcissistic personalities throw away anything that is divine. Narcissistic’s are in Ego. They don’t have anything holy that stays in their lives.

I have mentioned this paragraph in my introduction, but have since removed it and placed it here:

I have heard the term Soulmates and even Twin Souls/Flames, but discarded and avoided it like I did with reading romance novels. The first book I’ve read that mentioned Soulmates but it was not a focused topic was the book The Lost Teaching of Atlantis by John Peniel (Published March 1, 1998). One day, I did eventually pick up a book with the topic of Twin Flames. I’ve first read about Twin Flames through Elizabeth Clair Prophet’s small book titled Soulmates and Twin Flames (Published 1999). Both of these books did not go into detail about the connection or mirrors between the counterparts. And in the Lost Teaching of Atlantis it was taught that the male is the one who needs to spiritually align and the female will follow. It is claimed that the male is the inner layer and the female the outer of the sphere shaped soul. If the male does not reach a spiritual attainment, and the female surpasses him, she is free to choose another partner, leaving the male behind for another round of reincarnation. The description doesn’t sound too Twin Flameish in my opinion. The way the book describes it is using Adam and Eve:

Often, because of the natural receptivity and sensitivity of the female principle, female soulmates learn their karmic lessons sooner than their male counterpart. They also find it easier to be humble and receptive with a true teacher, than does a male principle. There are exceptions of course, but there are many women on spiritual paths that have no spiritual equal, or spiritual better, male counterpart in their life. Sometimes it’s just because they don’t really want that, and all the real final changes it would entail for them, but other times, it’s just that there isn’t anyone around. This presents a great problem because of the following prerequisite of the path: just as ‘Eve’ left and ‘Adam’ followed, to get back, Adam must return first, then Eve will have the opportunity to go with him also. Fortunately, Universal Law provides a solution in such cases. If Adam does not return first, Eve can find another ‘Adam’ if she wishes to. Unfortunately for the men, the burden is on the men to surrender to the Universal Spirit first, before their soulmates, or they leave no viable alternative to their female counterparts. This is not as bad as it may sound though, for at those levels of consciousness, we achieve the primary perfect male and female archetype again, and it is just as totally satisfying and comfortable for the female to be with the new soulmate, as the old – as long as the old soulmate has not achieved enlightenment, and is being rejected.”

The Lost Teachings of Atlantis by Jon Peniel

Remember above how I mentioned about the Japanese Shinto creation story? The female spoke first and they were giving birth to not good children. We can see this as Adam needing to return first. The male must return to higher consciousness before the female or all mishaps happen.

I wondered if this is what I was unconsciously doing during the Zwan tour. I was sort of “testing” him standing at a distance and looking up and seeing that he also, looked up.

You can see where this idea that the male has no choice. He doesn’t get to choose his counterpart when he already has one. The male can’t reject the female and just pick any substitute. This is what I’m leaning towards when I read this. The book doesn’t get into the possibility of a possessive female claiming someone else’s soulmate as their own.

I’m also assuming the male will go into full ego if he foolishly believes that he has a choice. They will claim man women and as history shows us, they can become so full of themselves with claiming many, many “wives.”

“So can higher consciousness women help the man they are with, raise their consciousness so they can be with them in harmony?”

“Many women attempt to change and improve their men. I have never seen it work, nor do I know anyone who has. For whatever reason, it seems that men must either learn from the school of hard knocks, or a true teacher. It is part of their false male ego. They refuse to truly grow or accept their female soulmates as their teacher, let alone equal. It could be that a woman might just happen to start ‘teaching’ a man at the same time he has actually decided to change on his own, and it might work out. Or they think they are teaching one, but it ultimately breaks down or it is false teaching. But from everything I’ve seen and know of, they cannot truly make a man ‘seek the light’ or serve the Universal Will, and attempting to do so even if temporary results seem to have been achieved, will only fail, and impair the woman’s own development. But like I said, it is very fortunate for the female that she can find a new soulmate, that is just as fulfilling, just as real, as the original, should the original fail to achieve their enlightenment.

The Lost Teachings of Atlantis by Jon Peniel

This was perhaps the best part in the book with the description that can be viewed as Twin Flame. But he uses the term “original soulmate” and “new soulmate”. I believe we can view the Twin Flame being the “original” and the new as in a soulmate substitute for the female until the male has evolved, within the same lifetime, or he’ll just enter a new cycle of reincarnation and karma. The “female principal” can live a fulfilling life rejecting the “male principal” who is in Ego and refuses to evolve, it’s not the other way around.

We could also see how this speaks that the “female principal” to not chase the male. The male needs to be in his true light and not of a false light. The false light meaning a “false prophet” that wants females to chase him. The male needs to step up and do the work. The male needs to take the lead. If he chooses not to, there’s Karma and another round of reincarnation.

This also has me thinking about how some monks have developed the ability to decide to leave their bodies. Perhaps they were a male that failed to achieve physical union in a past life with their “female principal” and living in their monk life, is what transpired. They will meet up with their counterpart in the afterlife and unite then. The female principal has rejected their male principal for lack of evolving and chose another.

But i also believe there is more to this, especially with females. There are females who have a false light and will impose themselves onto males falsely claiming to be of the light and their divine other. The females who chase males and put out sexually. Then when they see the male is not who they want will try and change them to fit them to who they want. You know, the so called “toxic females.” Every body becomes toxic towards each other.

I can’t say I ever tired to change Billy Corgan, as I spent more time away from him and admire from afar. Like the first time I went and seen him live, I stood afar and probably unconsciously observing my divine other and his progress of soul evolution. “Hmmm, this album is spiritually themed and I’m aware he’s on a path, let’s test him” type of unconscious thinking. But, as the story has been unfolding, we know how he was showing a false light, but I still showed love and held him in my heart for more years after. That story can be found here: CHAPTER 08 (ZERO-8): ZWAN 2003- MY FIRST BILLY CORGAN CONCERT!

In Matthew 25 we read about ten women. I see this as a description of remaining in faith. You met the bridegroom but he ran.

At that time the kingdom of heaven will be like ten virgins who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom. Five of them were foolish and five were wise. The foolish ones took their lamps but did not take any oil with them. The wise ones, however, took oil in jars along with their lamps. The bridegroom was a long time in coming, and they all became drowsy and fell asleep.

“At midnight the cry rang out: ‘Here’s the bridegroom! Come out to meet him!’

“Then all the virgins woke up and trimmed their lamps. The foolish ones said to the wise, ‘Give us some of your oil; our lamps are going out.’

“ ‘No,’ they replied, ‘there may not be enough for both us and you. Instead, go to those who sell oil and buy some for yourselves.’

“But while they were on their way to buy the oil, the bridegroom arrived. The virgins who were ready went in with him to the wedding banquet. And the door was shut.

“Later the others also came. ‘Lord, Lord,’ they said, ‘open the door for us!’

“But he replied, ‘Truly I tell you, I don’t know you.’

“Therefore keep watch, because you do not know the day or the hour.”

Matthew 25:1-13

I see this as a metaphor. The kingdom of heaven as a union of divine love on earth. As above, so below. Running from men when they meet their Twin Flame, in a patriarchal society, has become common. As even Jesus quoted Genesis, this wasn’t how it was in the beginning. I do not believe the men ran in the beginning. Women are to remain center and do the works of the Lord regardless that the runner ran away, or if they come back. The wise women tended to their lamps with the oil, the oil which is from the words of Christ, and kept in their faith. The foolish ones never tended to the words and were only lost in their dreams and gossip about the bridegroom. We do not know when the beloved will return but when they do, will the women be ready? Or did they wander off into other relationships, like in this parable, some women left to get oil. This is also why I feel women are more suited in teaching the words from the Gospel and should be able to become priest, but because we live in a patriarchal society, our roles are mostly defined by relationship to males. I believe Jesus seen through this.

There is belief that there was a time, God, was a woman. A Mythologist named Joseph Campbell has termed “The Great Reversal” when patriarchy took over matriarchy. What I see Twin Flames representing is the union of both Mother/Father God/Goddess on earth. The society didn’t work when it was Matriarchal and it’s not working as Patriarchal. When people talk about “The End Times” I see it as the end time for patriarchy system. Patriarchy systems is about conquest, hierarchy and dominance and we can see it when man invades another country and forces themselves upon it to take it over. We do this with nature as well. Matriarchy is in line with the Earth.The pendulum swayed from one extreme to the other. What we are needing now is balance.

In Luke it mentions about the lamp in the body.

No one lights a lamp and puts it in a place where it will be hidden, or under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, so that those who come in may see the light. Your eye is the lamp of your body. When your eyes are healthy, your whole body also is full of light. But when they are unhealthy, your body also is full of darkness. See to it, then, that the light within you is not darkness. Therefore, if your whole body is full of light, and no part of it dark, it will be just as full of light as when a lamp shines its light on you.”

Luke: 11:33-36

This is also a metaphor. We need to shine within and not hide it. If we still harbor darkness within, we are not shining. This is where the idea about working on ourselves comes from. We tend to our own light and don’t let anyone diminish it. We put our focus on the words of Christ and don’t even let the Twin Flame diminish this light. Focus on ourselves and don’t worry about the runner.

As I have previously mentioned about a soul fragmentation and how it may play out in regards of Twin Flames is, I believe they are the “new soulmate”. They are entirely a positive polarity of the Twin Flame. They are what we can call, “God’s back up plan”, if the counterpart refuses to evolve. Because they are not of polar opposite polarity and they are your positive vibrational match. The Twin Flames need to somehow balance, but if the negative refuses to vibrate higher, you have another option, if you choose a physical relationship. The negative polarity must grow up to reach union. We can probably view our counterpart as Narcissists because they need lots of growth. It’s the idea of an angel and devil love story. It’s very romantic to think that a female can change a man, but I knew way back when, I could never change anyone only me. Why did I always keep my distance from him, even as a fan? I’ve been on a spiritual path for a long time, way before this so called Twin Flame thing popped into my awareness.

I believe soul fragmentations may not be classified as “committing adultery” like what Jesus mentioned in Mark and Matthew. Because they are a fragmentation of your divine counterpart, and your Adam failed to achieve union with the divine and chose instead all lower vibrational alignments. God gifts you with a new soulmate who is a vibrational match for you and who is also another fragmented counterpart for you.

When Jesus had finished saying these things, he left Galilee and went into the region of Judea to the other side of the Jordan. Large crowds followed him, and he healed them there.

Some Pharisees came to him to test him. They asked, “Is it lawful for a man to divorce his wife for any and every reason?”

“Haven’t you read,” he replied, “that at the beginning the Creator ‘made them male and female,’ and said, ‘For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh’? So they are no longer two, but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let no one separate.”

“Why then,” they asked, “did Moses command that a man give his wife a certificate of divorce and send her away?”

Jesus replied, “Moses permitted you to divorce your wives because your hearts were hard. But it was not this way from the beginning. I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, and marries another woman commits adultery.”

The disciples said to him, “If this is the situation between a husband and wife, it is better not to marry.”

Jesus replied, “Not everyone can accept this word, but only those to whom it has been given. For there are eunuchs who were born that way, and there are eunuchs who have been made eunuchs by others—and there are those who choose to live like eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven. The one who can accept this should accept it.”

Matthew 19:1-12

Because of the female principal commitment to tend to their own lamp, God gifts us with another bridegroom if our original soulmate refuses to reach the kingdom of Heaven within him.

Of course it’s as old as time, people who are in their false ego don’t like to hear about living as Eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of Heaven. But the pursuit of happiness is not about how many orgasms one has in a given lifetime or the amount of body counts of who gave them their orgasms and the amount of materialistic items one gathers. It’s all about reaching your own inner union with the divine. That’s the real pursuit of happiness. Humans always want to make things about the booty. It never was about the booty.

My personal thoughts about choosing another

I don’t think I can or want to choose another. I have chosen to walk the path of celibacy. Since learning about “us” I haven’t been with anyone else. You can read about my journey on the celibate path here:


I may not choose another partner for my own self, but I did not create all of this just for myself. I hope I was able to assist another on their own path.