I am showing the Twin Flame of my kids father. I know many in the past have been trying to figure out if Twin Flames show up in a chart. Bill doesn’t know his birth time. So, his chart can’t be more detailed. But in numerology they are both life path number 11/2. Both have Native American heritage. All 3 of us, born the same year. And you should see me and her charts. The geometric shape of our charts look almost identical. So, do False Twin Flames show up on a chart? Karmic? Prepper Twin? Would he have been open to this experience if I wasn’t in the picture to have shown him, even Indirectly? Would he have been open to it, if I hadn’t shared any of this and kept it to myself? To me, even if I jeopardize my own reunion, I benefitted by helping him or others. To me, I think opening others minds is more important then my own, selfish reasons of withholding what I’ve learned. Look to see how you feel, and if you notice many signs and Syncs, it might be a Twin Flame. But also, take notice of other players in your lives.
Bill said he never felt this way with another, not even me or his ex wife. I’m entirely happy for him. My ego might feel let down because I couldn’t make him feel that excitement I want him to feel while together. I gave you multiple orgasms and Im a good woman, even told me I was a great mother, but I still didn’t give him that soul feeling connection. Boo to my ego.
He also told me, he’s not running. To me, it seems he’s also striving to maintain a positive outlook in life. I’m happy for him. No, they aren’t in physical union. In time.
Anyway, we still have kids and will maintain a friendship for the rest of our lives. He knows I wanted to our mirrors together. I hope to do this soon. I know some people like to teach multiple ideas to the collective in their groups. I’m trying to show how it shows up in the real world. I still don’t believe in multiflames. Only one. You don’t need to go out and “test the waters” of having multiple sex partners to find “the one”. It just creates more karmic stuff. But, are false twin flames real? We could both be twin flames just not to each other. Therefore, False Twin Flames to each other. It doesn’t mean one is bad. Many people like to make them sound evil or something. There’s nothing evil about either of us. We just don’t belong together. We have to work together because we have children but it doesn’t mean either one of us should view the other negatively. People just need to communicate better. Overall. Open up others to this concept so no more runners happen and ego is dropped with more divine unions. I will jeopardize my own union to help the masses. I’ll take my life, to benefit the many. In the end, they say you can’t fuck up a twin flame relationship. Well, here’s my imaginary drink and a toast to my so called Twin Flame. Cheers! (I stopped drinking. Rare for me anyway.)
And now….. me and my Twin
My Air Dominate Chart
SOME TWIN FLAME ASTROLOGY NOTES
Native American astrology
Here is a comparison chart of William, Kurt and Courtney. Notice the similarities between the geographical shapes of William and Kurt.
As anyone who has vision can see the similarities between William and Kurt. Like anyone else born within the same timeline or year, will have most planets that are furthest away from the earth, in the same position. As I have shown between me and my kids father Twin Flame, me and her are about a month apart. Eventually I was shown something of interest with a relative of mine. I asked her a few questions and also her birthdate. She doesn’t know exact time. She did have some life situations that happened to her. I had this thought, since I’m Williams Twin, perhaps she’s Kurt’s Twin Flame. Turns out she did meet him once, when she was 10 and shared her experience with me. I won’t go into detail about my relative but I think she’s Kurt’s Twin. Seeing how both William and Kurt’s geometric similarities I then took it as, being related. But anyone who just looks at these things would think that Billy and Kurt were Twins. As even their last names start with the same letter followed by “O” and end in “N” with 6 letters. All of these mirrors are just icing to the feelings and eye contact.
Anyway, this astrology shit makes my head spin. I still can’t totally grasp it. I don’t know why my Twin is interested in it. I found some mirrors with just the basics of placements. Beyond that, I’m lost. So, I just blame the fact that I have a lot of air in my chart. Seems reasonable to me.
it’s like letting these “outside” forces control you. Something external of yourself. Are they significant? Hold any real truth? I don’t know. I don’t allow it to govern me or control me. I don’t read about ” transit” reports. I see the people on Facebook or other social media complaining about some mercury retrograde and why that is the reason to not do anything in their life or blame why something bad happened to them. Who cares? I don’t let planetary alignment dictate and control me. I might see some post of people saying how they feel crappy and I’m like, I feel great.
I think astrology can have people live in Ego. “Proud Pisces” ok, I’m a proud Libra. I’m a proud Dragon. Double proud because both of them are are unique to their astrology. Libra is the only object in the zodiac and Dragon is the only mythical creature. I Am super RARE. Also which, the Chinese consider the dragon as a divine symbol as well! So I can ride high on my own God complex.
To me, astrology is also like people putting themselves in a box. Go find your box and sit in it. Oh, you want to feel more special? Here are some other boxes for you. Now, do you feel more special? Amazing that even my Twin has sang, “Time is not time at all”. If time isn’t true, then why are we so quick to use time, which is man made, to determine our personalities? I think it’s still all Ego and another form of blaming something external of yourself.
I’m tired of writing and thinking about this shit. Have a nice day.